Longest are the days when we don’t talk
This feeling of distance takes my breath away
Shattered and stumbled I am
Rejuvenated I want to get
Still holding the rope of hope
I want to get along
Nevertheless of hundreds of hurdles
I am hopeful
I want you, I miss you baba
The shortest day of year, December 21. Practically it is the shortest day of the year but I felt it so long, like I counted every second of it. May be it was because we didn’t talk whole day, may be because I was eager to get home and say hello to you. Sometimes you are so close when you are far away and sometimes I feel so far away when you are right in front of me! Tragic ha!
Getting so much involved in present sometimes we forget our past and future. And in the same way, we sometimes get so much stuck in the past that we forget that we have a present and future which in contrary to past is very much in control of our-self and the present. A wise man said if you aren’t satisfied of your present your next 5 years will redefine you so better use those five years. Invest in yourself and learn as much as possible.
Sometimes it’s good to go with flow but try to go against flow sometimes. In back of mind we all are well aware of who we are, there is no summer but has its winter. We exactly know what we are doing and can anticipate the outcome even then we go with flow because it’s so easy get flowed
An excerpt…
Life can be so hard sometimes, break you up inside. All you want to do is to cry, shut the door and hide. Don’t surrender to what it was, put your faith in what will be. Everyday is brand new start, let it go.
It’s strange that we develop feelings for people with whom we have no expections of any kind at all. How does that happen? Well, it all happens with time. Too much time to anyone or too much interactions lead to closeness and end up with strong feelings being developed.
Now what? Stop interacting with people and have quality time with them? No, meet new people, greet them nicely with smile. But you should always know when to take break, learn to say no. Most of the people fail when it comes to saying no to someone or something.
Never think that you are all alone and decisions you make in your life won’t affect anyone else. Every action and every word carries an energy and it will affect others life.
Smiling face and pure heart is the greatest asset one can have. Given the time we live where every second person is afftected of the great status qou and brand consciousness wave, people might mock you for your simplicity and will take ur smiles as your non seriousness. But remember, good things come to those who are patient.
Never lose your cool when you are facing difficulties in life. Don’t forget to smile and remember when you do good things you are doing good to yourself not to or for someone else. When you expect less from others you are more likely to be happy in your life.
They will make fool of you, they will lie to you. Let them think that you don’t know anything, let them think that you are being fooled.
These things must not stop you to move on in your life, go on with your life with a beautiful smile on your face and kind attitude towards people around you. You never know how a single smile of yours can turn someone’s roughest day into lightest.
Never leave your kindness and humbleness just because you don’t get in return sometimes. Yes, you won’t always get back what you put forward but that’s how world it is. In gratitude, humbleness and kindness there is true life.
Echoing giggles of kids can be heard all over in the home. Children are playing with each other and then their mom calls for dinner. Sitting around dining table they all are having dinner.
Suddenly something comes to his mind and he stops eating, he isn’t aware that kids are observing him for this weird behaviour but no one knows what’s going on his head. After a while he with bittersweet smile gets up from dining table.
This beautiful and sensitive little girl follows him and when every one is done eating she comes, hugs him and whispers don’t you worry and be sad I will tell you a beautiful story and we’ll have fun.
He holds her tight in his arms and let all those disturbing emotions come out with a deep and heavy sigh.
It’s raining outside, the child shouts in excitement. He, despite of tiredness, gets up and goes out just to smell petrichor. With every inhaled breath he gets goosebumps. It’s bone chilling cold outside still he starts walking in rain, eyes shut and head up, feeling rain drops kissing his eyes and lips.
With every drop hitting his face a flash of bittersweet memory comes across his mind … Inhaling the petrichor he keeps walking.
With a heavy sigh he puts aside his mobile phone. After few minutes he holds the phone again and checks if there is any kind of notification, he exactly knows what’s happening, he knows he is being ignored.
He somehow sums up all his energy and still thinks positive and try to smile. Now he puts the phone face down and goes out for a cup of tea.
What makes him feel so bad? Did he really do something really bad? What’s he waiting for?
He wakes up with the vibration of his cell phone. He wasn’t this kind of person who would wake up with cell phone notification but lately he is overthinking about his life and the events he has to go through all day.
He struggles day and night with the evils residing within and outside. He cries his heart out at night before God to heal him to help him.
We all want to grow, prosper and get contentment in life so does he.
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