There lives a person inside me, the real me

I never listened to him when it came to you

Kocked him down and turned back on him every time for every wrong reason

But he is the real me, the stuburn, never left me alone and stood by me all the time

I know no one can harm me or hurt me, I’m the one one who asks for it

I’m the one who compromises on even wrong things and keep myself letting down in my own sight

Even though I knocked real me every time but I’m glad I killed him

Tonight, when I am again going through tough time, yes I know I made it hard for myself, he is again here infront of me

Alerting me, trying to open my eyes

Dear me, I want to hug you for everything, for staying here all the time

Dear me, listen! It’s not that I don’t see things, it’s just that I was convinced that I was meant to get hurt

I believed that I deserves this beacuse of my mistakes but I know, I know no mistake is big enough not to be forgiven

But dear me, despite all of the disappointments one thing I kept with me all the time, hate for lie

Lie of evey and any kind, and yes fakeness is the biggest lie!

Keep faking and lieing and watch me fading out like never existed

As of tonight, when I write this I am not hurt, I’m numb but don’t know why I’m lighten up

And now You! Hey! Yes, you!

Congratulations! You did great job, finally pushing me back to real me! I’ll now again be who I’m and live my own, smiling, giggling and laughing.